I have created a mind map of my identity. It is an image that represents all the words and letters that identify me and that matter to me.

In my bag you will also find a series of images of Bruno, my dog as a puppy and an adult dog. Alongside Bruno there is a painting symbolising my son. He is the only person who is holding me, who is giving me a drive. I’ve been in a bad space recently, but my son and Bruno are the only two I have who are with [m]e against the world.

I’ve also included the logo of The Wolverton Centre at Kingston Hospital. They have been a significant source of power for me. I started my HIV support journey with Metro. I did my first therapy with Metro, who referred me to Body and Soul and then to Positively UK. Because it is still a journey, it is still a support that I need.

And finally, some Angel Cards as they give me hope and peace. The different cards say the following:

Peace: Archangel Chantel: “Peace comes from remembering that only love is real.”

Teaching and learning: Archangel Zadkiel: “Keep an open mind, and learn new ideas. Then, teach these ideas to others.”

Teaching and learning: Archangel Zadkiel: “Keep an open mind, and learn new ideas. Then, teach these ideas to others.”

I have painted a rock in the following colours:

Black: Maturity and strength

Purple: Femininity and healing

Green: Planting and growth

Blue: Peace and harmony

Yellow/gold: Royalty and wealth

Red: Love

“Divine courage is not the absence of fear but a nudge that says, ‘Keep going. Do it. Don’t worry. All will be well.’

You have to get quiet enough to hear it. Dear Divine, may I feel Your courage and…